Today is been a quite heartbreaking day for me..

Some how it just hits me hard in my brain...

Will i ever learn?

Will i ever keep up?

Will i ever cope?

Many questions ran through my brain. But i have no answers to them.

Just as dumb..

Maybe it was a fatal mistake ( althought it is not about that) to let things be the way it is.

I should have done what i should.

And not have to be show-down everytime by the same issue.

After all, it is a cycle of cause and effect.

I need to throw away my childish actions and thinking..

I need to think more than what my age is.

I need to change.

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It's been months since i last wrote here.
Lots of draft posts left in my folder.
Overdue due to countless of excuses i can come up with.

It's time to let those excuses go and do something.

When i am in a better mood, or rather my internet is in a better mood.
I will blog better..

Cheers

Jace

It's all about you, 8:46 AM.

Today is been a quite heartbreaking day for me..

Some how it just hits me hard in my brain...

Will i ever learn?

Will i ever keep up?

Will i ever cope?

Many questions ran through my brain. But i have no answers to them.

Just as dumb..

Maybe it was a fatal mistake ( althought it is not about that) to let things be the way it is.

I should have done what i should.

And not have to be show-down everytime by the same issue.

After all, it is a cycle of cause and effect.

I need to throw away my childish actions and thinking..

I need to think more than what my age is.

I need to change.

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It's been months since i last wrote here.
Lots of draft posts left in my folder.
Overdue due to countless of excuses i can come up with.

It's time to let those excuses go and do something.

When i am in a better mood, or rather my internet is in a better mood.
I will blog better..

Cheers

Jace

It's all about you, 8:19 AM.

It's been almost coming to 3weeks that i am in Bali already.

Everything is good just as right, got myself a new cupboard and dressing table! hehe.

Totally feeling like someone's wife.

We shop in Supermarket with basket (although we used to do that too back in sg), strolling hand in hand. Knowing that we are married and gonna spend the rest of our life together.

It is just different from just being in a relationship of boyfriend and girlfriend.

Anyway things are going awesome! Just that internet is really bad here. Cant upload this, Cant upload that. even loading websites.

*Argh*

Gonna be back with pics!

Cheers!

-Jace-

Being married bring two emotional even closer.i am happily married =)

It's all about you, 7:58 AM.

Yadah~~~
Jace aka Shuhui is offically hitched with Victor aka Kobe aka BoHui =) on 9th Sept 09.
In the begining i chose this day because he can never have an excuse to forget plus, i really really like that date =D

He was a little upset... coz... 10th Sept 82 is his birthday! LOL. so all his birthday wish from next year onwards is just to have be by his side =) [isnt that sweet? ]

R.O.M is held at Keppel Club Peony Jade Restaurant, solomensation is held by the seaview =)
Mr Wee is very nice to meet up with us before we went down for registration to ensure that we know what we are in for and what we need to prepare =)

He is really nice.

We wrote our own vows =)

At the R.O.M office, the lady who served us was amazing! As i was below 21 upon filing for notice, my parents have to be there ( even when the day i get hitched, i am 21. ) and they understand chinese better.
So i thought the lady (Indian) is gonna ask a translator, BUT she just changed and spoke mandarin!!! (AMazzzed).

Haha. all well =D and we got our cert to sign on the actual day.

Picturesssssssss

The View of the Place i got hitched (lOL)

I like the pen =D

Have a feather =D

OKIES... i was SO nervous, excited,anxious.. all mixed up inside!

(Jace, are you sure this is what you want? You sign it, thats it! You sure??) ==>stuff like that.

HAHAHHAHA

Us =D

Yups!

Hair and Makeup all by myself =D

DIY

Then it was the vow.

Baby said it first =)

His hand is trembling, mumbling that he was afraid to forget some lines or words,

so he wrote it down.

Slowly, he took out a piece of paper, with crosses and cancellation over the "wrong" ones.

He gently spoke his vow to me =)

I cant describe how i feel, somewhat a mixed of happy, excited and touched.

Baby eyes was teary as he said.

I am touched.

Our Vows is secert =)

Exchange of Rings

This is it.

We are married.

LOL

Family Picture =)

San and mE!
Thanks my Bestie!

Grandma =D

All the Kids. HAHAH =D

I am blissfully married to the right man =)

How i know?

Read on =)

I had a small little secert that i kept to myself all the while =)

i think bestie knows =)

First, i said i would love someone so so so much in my life if i was given a strawberry shortcake.

It was done and given to me and over.

Second, i told myself, i gonna marry or whoever gave me a musical box with a ballerina turning with the musice is my destined one.

When i met baby and after agreeing to marry him. i told i will never find someone who will give me my musical box.

So on my birthday, i said this little wish of mine out with the presence of my bro,jacinta,sis and weizi.

I said : Actually there is a gift i wanted for a long time, but never come. i gonna get married soon (it was 5th Sept, R.O.M was on the 9th Sept) so it didnt matter anymore.

I said: I always think that whoever give me this gift, is my destined one, my Mr Right.

Suddenly,

Baby said: i know, you wanted a musical box with ballerina turning to the music.

At that split moment, i teared. Of joy =)

I just felt i found the right person.

Sis cry too. Coz she was too touched. LOL

Anyway. Marriage life is all great up till this every moment =D

[Come back for more pictures or the FULL story of the pictures i post in Facebook =) ]

I love my life =D

-Jace-

It's all about you, 6:55 AM.

Finally! My Blog is working again!!
Apparently my lappy dislike being in Bali~

Anyway below is my 21st Birthday!!!
I am a big girl already =)
Wife of a Man already.
LOL

Balloons!!!

At the beginning upon check in, i was really upset! As the room given was upstairs (Sentosa Costa Sand Resort) It was Freaking small!!! ( for your info, i booked 2rooms for 2nights at Super Peak Period!) I did my request for lower floor rooms. BUT they refused. =(

So started out with all the bad mojojos and grumpy me.

Thank goodness baby came right in time!! =D

Weizi (sis bf) and Chengy Cousin!

Weizi and Sis,

My best helper of the day!

It was sucha chore to season all the chickens, asking favours from people to bring and buy things as Sentosa ( i NEVER gonna book there again) Resort have NO proper fridge to chill things.

Thus we cant bring any raw meat as it will just go bad. =(

Weizi, Chengy and Baby helped to build the bbq fire while sis and me arrange the tables, chairs and drinks. TWO crates of Heineken, 1 Bottle of Jack Daniels =D wahahahaha.

Dar!!! Why are u hiding!!!

(Me, Charles , Dar (hiding) and Hideki

Minyi, Tiff, Van and Me

Jac, Me, Bro ^_^

So Pretty and Handsome!

Mumzy and Me!

Dar and Me!

Two bouncers-to-be

Charles and Pat

Dearest July and Me!

My Most Loved Ones

0506 =D

My Hardworking Mum

Yeah!!!!! Singing Bdae Song for Me!!!

My Bdae Cake!

Given and Made by Chef Ong =)

My Bestie San!

My Most Loved =)

Amanda and Me!!! =)

My Most Loved Juniors

0607 =D

Family Picture!!!

Childhood friend and Daddy's best Friend =D

Kent Ridge Dancers (EX ) LOL

Chengy and Me !!! So Glad you came!!!

The Furama Family =D

Mumzy Sons and wife

My Bady and Hideki =D

I LOVE all my prezzies!!!

Love Baby's one the most =D

Baby and ME

Thank you each and everyone for well wishes, gifts , presence and everything that has happend!

Never regret know any one coz everything is a lesson that makes this future of mine!

Now that i am already in Bali, married and gonna start learning to drive and speak Indo.

I really wish the best for everyone and gonna stay in touch k???

*missing sg already, gonna take sometime to get used to it*

STAY in for ROM pictures =)

Loves,

Jace =)

It's all about you, 7:14 AM.

Rage of Anger.

Silence of hang up.

I'm sorry.

i thought i will never be hung up again..

-Jace-

It's all about you, 9:14 AM.

Lying down on my bed,

Feeling the light breeze brushing through my face.

Many thoughts, memories and events running loose in my mind.

Smiling at everything that has/had happend,

Glad that i have come so far.

From a little girl who only knows how to follow others bindly,

Being buillied and bossed around,

Till now, a lady who knows what she wants and what she needs.

Appreciating every little lessons people have taught her through the years.

Be it being nice or bad.

Betrayal, distrust and heartbroken.

Faith, understanding and loved.

21years of her life,

Only best with Sharon, EEEC and now baby.

Counting her blessings every single day.

-Jace-

It's all about you, 6:01 AM.