i really hate days like that..

Feel so lifeless and meaningless..

Still that same doll by the shelf?

Taken out only when needed?

Confidence is seeping away day by day...

Just wanna things to be the same..

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i miss my baby..

i miss him..


-Kobejace-

Wanted to blog the rest of the journey of Bali July 09.
BUT

The icon for picture up and the rest are all gone!
Refreshed, restart etc. None worked. -.-

So this entry is plain, colorless and small words.

Been really stress these day due to work.
Facing problems everyday.

Felt useless and worthless again..
Back to the black pit.

Looking for some place to spill,
located 1689km away from me..

Nightmares is my best friend these days,
all long comes with mumbling of words and mysterious acts.

My alarm rang and i though it was my office phone ringing for bookings ( -.- )
i am going mad..
nono.
i am mad. =X

Totally stressed out and it is no fun at all..
Wrongs here, Wrongs there,
Never seems to do anything right these days.

Mistakes,Mistakes and Mistakes.
Everywhere,every place,everything..

I hope will be better, perfect with zilch room to be reprimanded..
Please Jace, it is time to wake up..
Before everything is gone..


-Kobejace-

Just moody..
Just wanna scream..

*what the point of doing all those and i dont get appreciated*

-Kobejace-

i Miss my baby..
Every meet up and apart really sux..

I just want to stay by his side,
No matter how tough things will be,
what lies ahead of us,
I just want to stay by his side.

Thinking back all the things that i have done to make him smile,
make him mad,
make him annoyed,
make him disappointed.

Asking myself what else can i give him,
Just my love.
Hoping that i can be his wifeyjace.

All the little things he did for me,
All the little troubles i bring for him.

Still, he loves me the way i am

Wishing that everyday of his every morning,
When he open his eyes,
i am right there.

Baby, i love you..

-Kobejace-

July Bali trip!!!

It is truly gruesome to wait for this trip to come and i can see my babY!!!!
Wahahaha!!!

I like the feeling when i am walking outta the airport, seeing my baby's head poking outta the crowd looking for me. Then i see him smile =) it is truely a blissful feeling.

First place we headed out was the beach with brad, just lazying around with drinks and bikini babes ( for the guys ) lOL. For me, Sprite is more than enough =D.

Just seems like this is what bali is all about.
Enjoying life =)


After sitting around for some time, i walk down the beach for awhile,
feeling and thinking that this is where i am gonna reside for the rest of my life.
Back came my baby, hugging me from behind (by surprise).
i Just smile and feel assured =D.

We headed off to a nice western restaurant for pizza and pasta,
guys have bintang (Indo national beer, taste light and but too bitter for me).


Following day,
we went for a yacht trip with WAKA group for "site inspection".
It was sunny, breezily and nice.
Smell of the open ocean, taste of sunshine.
Ahh..


On our way to Lembongan Island, they fished a HUGE one. Blue and shiny fish!
But it was brute to see them kill it.
The Entire trip there was around 2hours or more. As i wasn't feeling that well,
i got sea sick, baby was sweet enough to let me slp on his lappy almost half the trip.
Awww.. his legs is working too hard.. hehe.



To be Continued...

My baby is climbing the Bourbon Mountain at East Java at this very moment.
How i know?
Coz there is always BlackBerry =)


*Baby, i miss you*
*Another two more weeks*

-Jace-

It's been 4days since i returned to work already.
Weird but getting used to it =D




Anyway, pic are not done yet (sadly) coz my dad had his camera left in the office and my baby is still sorting the pics... So gonna wait awhile more. haha.

Below are some (actually not even 1/20 of the places and pics we took) of the pics =X

Back from bali!!!!!

But really.

not happy at all this time around.

All the bad mojojo's is sticking to me.

feeling all the irritants and annoyance attached to me.

=(

Hate those people.

Pictures and vids will come right away!

Waiting for baby to send me.. =)


i miss my baby,
i miss times we stick together.

i know it's not easy to work things out for the new path,
but now, i rather go nuts work hard then to stay on anymore.

Maybe i will grumble maybe i will 'regret'.
But this is what i really want now.

i love baby!

-Jace-

Hey people!

Already in bali for the second time!
Cant believe time is passing so quickly *damn, hate it*

But i am with my baby!
Today we went to one of the bridal boutique..
I tried my white, glittering with long train wedding gown..
Suddenly, i really feel like i AM getting hitched.
It is a really weird butterflies in the tummy kinda feelings.. =)

Fate, chances and opportunity is all linked.
Everything is all and all together..

One door close on your face another opens behind,
it really all matters if you would take the chance,
or continue to stand stranded infront of the closed doors.

i glad i did =)


No wedding gown pics first will come in after i have the whole thingy done.
wahahaha

*Loves*

-Kobejace-

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