Sunday, August 16, 2009
Facebook, Blogspot all has problems uploading pics? Why am i unable to upload when everyone else can? WEIRD. Must be my lappy. haiz.
I am suddenly at my sensitive and emo period.
With only around 4weeks left in sg, i just feel weird, alone,helpless and moodless.
Seems like i am really all alone (althought i know i am not), the lonesome feeling is haunting me again.
Really wonder what have my entire life of 20yrs been going on?
Am i really truly living my life?
Have i done anything good for anyone?
Do i mean something to ppl whom i treated with love, care and concern.
All my dearest friends whom each and everyone i treat with my whole heart.
Am i being treated back the same way?
Sometimes i really wonder, am i a joke to ppl around..
Does anyone really take me for real, seriously?
Or is it i myself that causes everything.
I dont know, i dont wanna know.
Coz if i really ever do,
i will lose myself.
Lose everything that i have stood by for.
My Trust, Faith and never ending willingness to help for them.
Maybe it is all a joke.
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Actually i hate dancing Hide and Seek. I like that dance.
But dancing it is another thing, having to dig out the memories for the dance is taxing me.
But i will go through with it all =)
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Another 3weeks to go is the Big Day.
All and All the emos i have.
I know i always have my baby =)
-Jace-
I am suddenly at my sensitive and emo period.
With only around 4weeks left in sg, i just feel weird, alone,helpless and moodless.
Seems like i am really all alone (althought i know i am not), the lonesome feeling is haunting me again.
Really wonder what have my entire life of 20yrs been going on?
Am i really truly living my life?
Have i done anything good for anyone?
Do i mean something to ppl whom i treated with love, care and concern.
All my dearest friends whom each and everyone i treat with my whole heart.
Am i being treated back the same way?
Sometimes i really wonder, am i a joke to ppl around..
Does anyone really take me for real, seriously?
Or is it i myself that causes everything.
I dont know, i dont wanna know.
Coz if i really ever do,
i will lose myself.
Lose everything that i have stood by for.
My Trust, Faith and never ending willingness to help for them.
Maybe it is all a joke.
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Actually i hate dancing Hide and Seek. I like that dance.
But dancing it is another thing, having to dig out the memories for the dance is taxing me.
But i will go through with it all =)
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Another 3weeks to go is the Big Day.
All and All the emos i have.
I know i always have my baby =)
-Jace-
It's all about you, 8:21 AM.
