Friday, February 5, 2010
Today is been a quite heartbreaking day for me..
Some how it just hits me hard in my brain...
Will i ever learn?
Will i ever keep up?
Will i ever cope?
Many questions ran through my brain. But i have no answers to them.
Just as dumb..
Maybe it was a fatal mistake ( althought it is not about that) to let things be the way it is.
I should have done what i should.
And not have to be show-down everytime by the same issue.
After all, it is a cycle of cause and effect.
I need to throw away my childish actions and thinking..
I need to think more than what my age is.
I need to change.
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It's been months since i last wrote here.
Lots of draft posts left in my folder.
Overdue due to countless of excuses i can come up with.
It's time to let those excuses go and do something.
When i am in a better mood, or rather my internet is in a better mood.
I will blog better..
Cheers
Jace
Some how it just hits me hard in my brain...
Will i ever learn?
Will i ever keep up?
Will i ever cope?
Many questions ran through my brain. But i have no answers to them.
Just as dumb..
Maybe it was a fatal mistake ( althought it is not about that) to let things be the way it is.
I should have done what i should.
And not have to be show-down everytime by the same issue.
After all, it is a cycle of cause and effect.
I need to throw away my childish actions and thinking..
I need to think more than what my age is.
I need to change.
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It's been months since i last wrote here.
Lots of draft posts left in my folder.
Overdue due to countless of excuses i can come up with.
It's time to let those excuses go and do something.
When i am in a better mood, or rather my internet is in a better mood.
I will blog better..
Cheers
Jace
It's all about you, 8:19 AM.
