Always.Here

2010-02-05T08:46:00.000-08:00

Today is been a quite heartbreaking day for me..

Some how it just hits me hard in my brain...

Will i ever learn?

Will i ever keep up?

Will i ever cope?

Many questions ran through my brain. But i have no answers to them.

Just as dumb..

Maybe it was a fatal mistake ( althought it is not about that) to let things be the way it is.

I should have done what i should.

And not have to be show-down everytime by the same issue.

After all, it is a cycle of cause and effect.

I need to throw away my childish actions and thinking..

I need to think more than what my age is.

I need to change.

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It's been months since i last wrote here.
Lots of draft posts left in my folder.
Overdue due to countless of excuses i can come up with.

It's time to let those excuses go and do something.

When i am in a better mood, or rather my internet is in a better mood.
I will blog better..

Cheers

Jace

Empty and Hurt

2010-02-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

3weeks in Bali

2009-10-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

It's been almost coming to 3weeks that i am in Bali already.

Everything is good just as right, got myself a new cupboard and dressing table! hehe.

Totally feeling like someone's wife.

We shop in Supermarket with basket (although we used to do that too back in sg), strolling hand in hand. Knowing that we are married and gonna spend the rest of our life together.

It is just different from just being in a relationship of boyfriend and girlfriend.

Anyway things are going awesome! Just that internet is really bad here. Cant upload this, Cant upload that. even loading websites.

*Argh*

Gonna be back with pics!

Cheers!

-Jace-

Being married bring two emotional even closer.i am happily married =)

Jace and Victor's R.O.M 090909

2009-09-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

Yadah~~~
Jace aka Shuhui is offically hitched with Victor aka Kobe aka BoHui =) on 9th Sept 09.
In the begining i chose this day because he can never have an excuse to forget plus, i really really like that date =D

He was a little upset... coz... 10th Sept 82 is his birthday! LOL. so all his birthday wish from next year onwards is just to have be by his side =) [isnt that sweet? ]

R.O.M is held at Keppel Club Peony Jade Restaurant, solomensation is held by the seaview =)
Mr Wee is very nice to meet up with us before we went down for registration to ensure that we know what we are in for and what we need to prepare =)

He is really nice.

We wrote our own vows =)

At the R.O.M office, the lady who served us was amazing! As i was below 21 upon filing for notice, my parents have to be there ( even when the day i get hitched, i am 21. ) and they understand chinese better.
So i thought the lady (Indian) is gonna ask a translator, BUT she just changed and spoke mandarin!!! (AMazzzed).

Haha. all well =D and we got our cert to sign on the actual day.

Picturesssssssss

The View of the Place i got hitched (lOL)

I like the pen =D

Have a feather =D

OKIES... i was SO nervous, excited,anxious.. all mixed up inside!

(Jace, are you sure this is what you want? You sign it, thats it! You sure??) ==>stuff like that.

HAHAHHAHA

Us =D

Yups!

Hair and Makeup all by myself =D

DIY

Then it was the vow.

Baby said it first =)

His hand is trembling, mumbling that he was afraid to forget some lines or words,

so he wrote it down.

Slowly, he took out a piece of paper, with crosses and cancellation over the "wrong" ones.

He gently spoke his vow to me =)

I cant describe how i feel, somewhat a mixed of happy, excited and touched.

Baby eyes was teary as he said.

I am touched.

Our Vows is secert =)

Exchange of Rings

This is it.

We are married.

LOL

Family Picture =)

San and mE!
Thanks my Bestie!

Grandma =D

All the Kids. HAHAH =D

I am blissfully married to the right man =)

How i know?

Read on =)

I had a small little secert that i kept to myself all the while =)

i think bestie knows =)

First, i said i would love someone so so so much in my life if i was given a strawberry shortcake.

It was done and given to me and over.

Second, i told myself, i gonna marry or whoever gave me a musical box with a ballerina turning with the musice is my destined one.

When i met baby and after agreeing to marry him. i told i will never find someone who will give me my musical box.

So on my birthday, i said this little wish of mine out with the presence of my bro,jacinta,sis and weizi.

I said : Actually there is a gift i wanted for a long time, but never come. i gonna get married soon (it was 5th Sept, R.O.M was on the 9th Sept) so it didnt matter anymore.

I said: I always think that whoever give me this gift, is my destined one, my Mr Right.

Suddenly,

Baby said: i know, you wanted a musical box with ballerina turning to the music.

At that split moment, i teared. Of joy =)

I just felt i found the right person.

Sis cry too. Coz she was too touched. LOL

Anyway. Marriage life is all great up till this every moment =D

[Come back for more pictures or the FULL story of the pictures i post in Facebook =) ]

I love my life =D

-Jace-

Jace 21st Birthday!

2009-09-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

Finally! My Blog is working again!!
Apparently my lappy dislike being in Bali~

Anyway below is my 21st Birthday!!!
I am a big girl already =)
Wife of a Man already.
LOL

Balloons!!!

At the beginning upon check in, i was really upset! As the room given was upstairs (Sentosa Costa Sand Resort) It was Freaking small!!! ( for your info, i booked 2rooms for 2nights at Super Peak Period!) I did my request for lower floor rooms. BUT they refused. =(

So started out with all the bad mojojos and grumpy me.

Thank goodness baby came right in time!! =D

Weizi (sis bf) and Chengy Cousin!

Weizi and Sis,

My best helper of the day!

It was sucha chore to season all the chickens, asking favours from people to bring and buy things as Sentosa ( i NEVER gonna book there again) Resort have NO proper fridge to chill things.

Thus we cant bring any raw meat as it will just go bad. =(

Weizi, Chengy and Baby helped to build the bbq fire while sis and me arrange the tables, chairs and drinks. TWO crates of Heineken, 1 Bottle of Jack Daniels =D wahahahaha.

Dar!!! Why are u hiding!!!

(Me, Charles , Dar (hiding) and Hideki

Minyi, Tiff, Van and Me

Jac, Me, Bro ^_^

So Pretty and Handsome!

Mumzy and Me!

Dar and Me!

Two bouncers-to-be

Charles and Pat

Dearest July and Me!

My Most Loved Ones

0506 =D

My Hardworking Mum

Yeah!!!!! Singing Bdae Song for Me!!!

My Bdae Cake!

Given and Made by Chef Ong =)

My Bestie San!

My Most Loved =)

Amanda and Me!!! =)

My Most Loved Juniors

0607 =D

Family Picture!!!

Childhood friend and Daddy's best Friend =D

Kent Ridge Dancers (EX ) LOL

Chengy and Me !!! So Glad you came!!!

The Furama Family =D

Mumzy Sons and wife

My Bady and Hideki =D

I LOVE all my prezzies!!!

Love Baby's one the most =D

Baby and ME

Thank you each and everyone for well wishes, gifts , presence and everything that has happend!

Never regret know any one coz everything is a lesson that makes this future of mine!

Now that i am already in Bali, married and gonna start learning to drive and speak Indo.

I really wish the best for everyone and gonna stay in touch k???

*missing sg already, gonna take sometime to get used to it*

STAY in for ROM pictures =)

Loves,

Jace =)

2009-09-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

Rage of Anger.

Silence of hang up.

I'm sorry.

i thought i will never be hung up again..

-Jace-

2009-09-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

Lying down on my bed,

Feeling the light breeze brushing through my face.

Many thoughts, memories and events running loose in my mind.

Smiling at everything that has/had happend,

Glad that i have come so far.

From a little girl who only knows how to follow others bindly,

Being buillied and bossed around,

Till now, a lady who knows what she wants and what she needs.

Appreciating every little lessons people have taught her through the years.

Be it being nice or bad.

Betrayal, distrust and heartbroken.

Faith, understanding and loved.

21years of her life,

Only best with Sharon, EEEC and now baby.

Counting her blessings every single day.

-Jace-

Last day in Furama

2009-08-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

Monday was quite a heartbroken day for me.

Last day of work.

Leaving behind a great team of colleagues, friends and family.

They are all wonderful people.

My mumzy flo, mummie jojo, dardy dar, elynn cassandra sis, july,suzi,narni.

Although there are time where people hurt one another in some ways.

But it is all good =)

Gonna miss all the "Mummie~~~~" & "Darrrrrr~~~""

All the fun and action drama mama stuff.

But i know i am leaving for a good cause, my future happiness.

So it is all worth it.

we will always keep in touch!

Guess on the party or the actual day of my departure i will really miss everyone..

Thanks everyone for everything!

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Today's count down of 2days till baby's arrival!

So happy! hehe. There are so much things to keep in mind, so many things to do.

I hope i wont miss out anything!

^_^

offically 3weeks into leaving singapore, bags and lugguages are almost all packed.

20th will be the last day.

Start a brand new life with baby.

Work together.

Stress together.

Through thick and thin =)

Love baby!

-Jace-

Jellies

2009-08-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

Today i saw Police Raid at Tian An Men (just next door to our hotel)

Wahhhhh

So many illegal chic chic!!! All scattering away, running towatd the carpark.

It was REALLY quite sight. HAHA. *evil me*

Well, i dont really despise their job (by selling their body), but i always think there is always another way out?

OH well!

I am so into JELLY!
Buy me jellies to eat!

hehe.

-Jace-

24Aug09

2009-08-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

Today is a buzy day!

Imelda took mc, so only elynn, july and me.

And..

I am doing email today.. T_T

So many email..

So many irritating people..

And i neglect my baby too~ =(

But i must treasure my limited days in that lovely dept. LOL

Despites the irritating and stupid people. hahaha.

I am really excited to live my new life with baby as Mrs Wu. LOL

Below means

Bali, 5988 (my bdae) and Jw (jace Wong)

Our newly bought motor!

I am learning not to worry so much =)

-Jace-

Updates 1

2009-08-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

Updates!

I finally got a taste of the nice and pretty ice-cream parlour at Citylink!
Went there with Chengy! =)
Happy little girl. hahahha

ALL the randomness we have after dance!

first row: Kailing, Entong, Ruoning, JJ and Joyce

second row:me, wenhui,elaine,jojo and kailing(again)

I am so gonna miss all of them!

No need for me to say more =)

San and me

I miss you girl.

Always!

It is officially my last week and one day into my job.

Last day on 31aug09.

Gonna miss the desk, my computer, my space, my dar dar, mummie jojo, mumzy flo, july,elynn, hideki-san,mayo lover.

the feeling is weird, time passes so fast. it's been a year since i was in Furama.

Had a fantastic time of a year.

Although i have less personal time and fun.

But the whole dept have been a great love.

I am so gonna miss everything.

All the excitement and buzz is coming in as my bdae and r.o.m is coming!

haha. and have already set on one of the bridal boutique for my chinese wedding next year!

Now, left with which hotel to chose!
Any good recommandation?

Send it to : kobejace@live.com

i love babybe

-Jace-

2009-08-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

Today,

My Baby asked me if i love him.

My Baby asked me if i love him alot.

My Baby asked me if i love him alot more.

My Baby asked me if i can love him even more.

Baby,

i love you more with everyday =)
More than you know.

When i am lazy to wake up from the bed,
he will let me sleep in till i am done.

When i am craving for satay with rice and chilli,
my baby will drive me to have it.

When i have nightmare in the middle of the night,
my baby will pat my head and bury me in his chest,
tell me it will be all alright, till i fall asleep again.

When i am not feeling well at the time of month,
my baby will hold my hand and another on my tummy to keep it warm.

I believe and i know,
my husband-to-be (in 18days) is my one and only.

i love you baby =)

-Jace-

2009-08-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

I miss my baby.

I dont like msn.

I dont like typo errors.

I dont like being away from him.

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Baby,
You know your girl is alittle cranky, emo and weird at times.
All the weird thinking going through her brain.

Forgive her k?
Maybe is the pre-martial stress?
lol.
i wanna still be your wifeyjace =)
How about you?
I love you.

-Jace-

Bali Aug!

2009-08-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

Finally.. My Blog is working (BUT FB is still down).

My Aug Trip was simply relaxing and just crusing around =)
I love sitting behind Baby's back on the bike wheezing around the city and street =)

My Baby =)

EEEC, Always on my Mind.

LOL

My Baby loves to Snap me.

Love the sea!

Jace: Stop taking me!

My baby was talking about buying a cabinet for my clothes,

more storage for my stuff.

Upon hearing that, it really warms my heart.

Everything is falling into space.

Although life is gonna be much tougher, but i know my baby will be there to make me feel better.

Looking at all the things he have done for me, i shouldnt complain or ask for more.

I should be contented.

But as a typical human being, i am greedy.

I want more of my baby's attention, love and care.

Not just saying, but everything and everything else.

I want more saying, more action and more support.

Greedy girl, aint i?

But have to drop everything here and go over is not as easy.

However, i cant help it. i have to be there.

Cant stand any longer without him in my everyday.

I wish...

Anyway,

we went to a moutain inside of somewhere.. LOL

it has a REAL nice view.

Pretty clouds, Sunset and Sea bed =)

Monkey luking everywhere.

LOL

I love my baby =)

He can capture and predict my pretty moment.

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Today i walked home alone at 12am

No bus.

Wearing high-heels.

Walked home.

Alone and thinking alot.

-Jace-

Emo

2009-08-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

Facebook, Blogspot all has problems uploading pics? Why am i unable to upload when everyone else can? WEIRD. Must be my lappy. haiz.

I am suddenly at my sensitive and emo period.
With only around 4weeks left in sg, i just feel weird, alone,helpless and moodless.

Seems like i am really all alone (althought i know i am not), the lonesome feeling is haunting me again.

Really wonder what have my entire life of 20yrs been going on?

Am i really truly living my life?

Have i done anything good for anyone?

Do i mean something to ppl whom i treated with love, care and concern.

All my dearest friends whom each and everyone i treat with my whole heart.

Am i being treated back the same way?

Sometimes i really wonder, am i a joke to ppl around..

Does anyone really take me for real, seriously?

Or is it i myself that causes everything.

I dont know, i dont wanna know.

Coz if i really ever do,

i will lose myself.

Lose everything that i have stood by for.

My Trust, Faith and never ending willingness to help for them.

Maybe it is all a joke.

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Actually i hate dancing Hide and Seek. I like that dance.
But dancing it is another thing, having to dig out the memories for the dance is taxing me.

But i will go through with it all =)

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Another 3weeks to go is the Big Day.

All and All the emos i have.

I know i always have my baby =)

-Jace-

Bali July Trip 2!

2009-08-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

Finally!!! After so many days!! It is working!!! Thanks to Jacinta =)

Okies! Here goes the Bali trip again!! Wahahaa.

This time round is more of up the mountain with cool weather (*i was freezing) haha.

Nice wind, nice views and awesome companion. hehe

This below temple is surrounded by water.

And i really mean surrounded.

The entire place =)

I like this picture

Looks like i am in Japan.. LOL

Baby and mE!!
i was nagging for huggies *Brrrr* Cold..

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3!

The wind was too strong, the speedboat was too fast!!

Water was splashing all over our body..

hehe. Baby was blocking for me..

BUT it was really too strong!

haha

Owwww... Rabbits!! They really seems like they werent fed for ages!!

They are really really really hungry!!

Baby went to fed some chips to the rabbits..

AND THEY LOVE IT!

Refuses to have veggies anymore!!

(*at the strawberry farm!! wahah)

Strawberry Farm!!!

I never knew how the berries grew till that day!

Thank you baby!

hehe

My mini strawberry!!

Baby risk the chance of getting caught and pluck for me!!

So cute rite??

hehe

My Dad and the coolest thing ever.

BATS

Aint my dad cute? haha

Ahhhhh.. the beauty of Tahan Lot =)

I am really very happy that i have baby with me, in my heart.

Although at the moment,

we are apart.

But i count my blessings everyday.

To have someone to love me for who i am.

And i love him for who he is.

I think the best thing happend to me last year..

Was that our path crossed each other..

And we are going to walk down together.

I love you baby.

More than you can ever imagine..

Yours

Wifeyjace.

-Kobejace-

2009-07-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

i really hate days like that..

Feel so lifeless and meaningless..

Still that same doll by the shelf?

Taken out only when needed?

Confidence is seeping away day by day...

Just wanna things to be the same..

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i miss my baby..

i miss him..

-Kobejace-

stressed

2009-07-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

Wanted to blog the rest of the journey of Bali July 09.
BUT

The icon for picture up and the rest are all gone!
Refreshed, restart etc. None worked. -.-

So this entry is plain, colorless and small words.

Been really stress these day due to work.
Facing problems everyday.

Felt useless and worthless again..
Back to the black pit.

Looking for some place to spill,
located 1689km away from me..

Nightmares is my best friend these days,
all long comes with mumbling of words and mysterious acts.

My alarm rang and i though it was my office phone ringing for bookings ( -.- )
i am going mad..
nono.
i am mad. =X

Totally stressed out and it is no fun at all..
Wrongs here, Wrongs there,
Never seems to do anything right these days.

Mistakes,Mistakes and Mistakes.
Everywhere,every place,everything..

I hope will be better, perfect with zilch room to be reprimanded..
Please Jace, it is time to wake up..
Before everything is gone..

-Kobejace-

Moody

2009-07-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

Just moody..
Just wanna scream..

*what the point of doing all those and i dont get appreciated*

-Kobejace-

Confession

2009-07-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

i Miss my baby..
Every meet up and apart really sux..

I just want to stay by his side,
No matter how tough things will be,
what lies ahead of us,
I just want to stay by his side.

Thinking back all the things that i have done to make him smile,
make him mad,
make him annoyed,
make him disappointed.

Asking myself what else can i give him,
Just my love.
Hoping that i can be his wifeyjace.

All the little things he did for me,
All the little troubles i bring for him.

Still, he loves me the way i am

Wishing that everyday of his every morning,
When he open his eyes,
i am right there.

Baby, i love you..

-Kobejace-

July Bali Trip

2009-07-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

July Bali trip!!!

It is truly gruesome to wait for this trip to come and i can see my babY!!!!
Wahahaha!!!

I like the feeling when i am walking outta the airport, seeing my baby's head poking outta the crowd looking for me. Then i see him smile =) it is truely a blissful feeling.

First place we headed out was the beach with brad, just lazying around with drinks and bikini babes ( for the guys ) lOL. For me, Sprite is more than enough =D.

Just seems like this is what bali is all about.
Enjoying life =)

My Drink

The Sunset

My baby and mE

After sitting around for some time, i walk down the beach for awhile,
feeling and thinking that this is where i am gonna reside for the rest of my life.
Back came my baby, hugging me from behind (by surprise).
i Just smile and feel assured =D.

We headed off to a nice western restaurant for pizza and pasta,
guys have bintang (Indo national beer, taste light and but too bitter for me).

Our Date Friend, Brad Taylor.
You look great with smiles!

My Baby,

Following day,
we went for a yacht trip with WAKA group for "site inspection".
It was sunny, breezily and nice.
Smell of the open ocean, taste of sunshine.
Ahh..

On our way to Lembongan Island, they fished a HUGE one. Blue and shiny fish!
But it was brute to see them kill it.

In My baby's arms.

The Entire trip there was around 2hours or more. As i wasn't feeling that well,
i got sea sick, baby was sweet enough to let me slp on his lappy almost half the trip.
Awww.. his legs is working too hard.. hehe.

To be Continued...

My baby is climbing the Bourbon Mountain at East Java at this very moment.
How i know?
Coz there is always BlackBerry =)

*Baby, i miss you*
*Another two more weeks*

-Jace-

2009-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

It's been 4days since i returned to work already.
Weird but getting used to it =D

My Beloved Table =D

Anyway, pic are not done yet (sadly) coz my dad had his camera left in the office and my baby is still sorting the pics... So gonna wait awhile more. haha.

Below are some (actually not even 1/20 of the places and pics we took) of the pics =X

First day in Bali =D

The Luxury Yacht we went =)

ME

And

*miss*

It has only been 4days since i am back..

BUT it felt like forever..

*sobs*

It's okies, i will see baby real soon again =)

-Jace-

2009-07-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

Back from bali!!!!!

But really.

not happy at all this time around.

All the bad mojojo's is sticking to me.

feeling all the irritants and annoyance attached to me.

=(

Hate those people.

Pictures and vids will come right away!

Waiting for baby to send me.. =)

i miss my baby,
i miss times we stick together.

i know it's not easy to work things out for the new path,
but now, i rather go nuts work hard then to stay on anymore.

Maybe i will grumble maybe i will 'regret'.
But this is what i really want now.

i love baby!

-Jace-

2009-07-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hey people!

Already in bali for the second time!
Cant believe time is passing so quickly *damn, hate it*

But i am with my baby!
Today we went to one of the bridal boutique..
I tried my white, glittering with long train wedding gown..
Suddenly, i really feel like i AM getting hitched.
It is a really weird butterflies in the tummy kinda feelings.. =)

Fate, chances and opportunity is all linked.
Everything is all and all together..

One door close on your face another opens behind,
it really all matters if you would take the chance,
or continue to stand stranded infront of the closed doors.

i glad i did =)

No wedding gown pics first will come in after i have the whole thingy done.
wahahaha

*Loves*

-Kobejace-

2009-06-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

i am starting to hate the 2 and 1/2hours of flight difference between..

i am so glad i bought my tickets for august7th and sept20.
All the money, time and leaves are gonna be so worth.

Really cant be away from each other for too long..
i think i start to get dumber with each passing day..

Maybe being alone is eating my IQ and EQ away..

I dont remember being so dumb like i am ( i was still alittle dumb back then) now.
Just seems that it is getting worse..
i need my baby to be less dumb.
Being in the same land with him is too important.

Distance makes the heart grows fonder, but prolong is bad. ( =P)

As what my T-shirt says,
i am marrying Mr Right, and his first name is Always *wink*

i cant help but to agree =)
i Love him.
*2moredays*

-Jace-

2009-06-27T01:37:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since i update >.< Been really really lazy and moodless to blog.
Just all about work and work.

Working on midnight shift these 2days (coming 3 tonight) and it is Killing me!!!!
My dark circles is darker than ever. (OMG )
i really need so rest.

Well it is counting down to 4days time! (Wheewee!!)

BY then i will have stories to update! And i will be back at reservation dept! MORE FREEDOM +D

CYa!

All the wait and misses will only be here for another 2months
All trust and understanding is the key to it.

-Jace-

Hotel

2009-06-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

Another 18days... anothing 18days i will be back in his arms!

I know i have been a boring person. Everyday is just going work and heading home.

Now is my cross-training at the hotel's reception, totally new experience and it is all about customer service! Smiling and trying to meet all their demanding requests..

So FAR, the WORST customers on top of the list is.....

Worst Guest 1
INDIANS from INDIA (no offence, just too many cases of horrible guest. i must admit there are VERY NICE indians out there coz i know whom happend to be my friends)

Worst Guest 2
Singaporean Locals.

No offence to the Locals Singaporeans, there are really nice people. Just that it happens that in a Hotel Line, Everyone will tell you the same things. Majority are the two mention above.

Now i really understand why people always say serving foreigners are better, coz they really have nice temper, paitence and willing to share and smile at you. Although there are also some really really BAD A*sed guest that you wanna just strangle and chop them up alive. Majority, i mean majority of the australians, usa,europe,uk,dutch etc are really nice people. Especially Australians, they are REALLY friendly =)

Next Post will be the cases of worst guest encounters!

Haha! Anyway there will be some events coming up. THUS i can blog more!! So sorry about the blanks and empty spaces.

i miss my baby! 18days and counting...

-Jace-

3 more weeks

2009-06-07T06:27:00.000-07:00

Cant help but teared...

Another 3weeks.. 1st of july..

and that will be salvation~

-Jace-

With Mayo

2009-05-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

A day with Mayo-naised.

haha. went out with mayo-san one fine afternoon and
SHE brought me to a shopping spree!
we swept a whole lot of goods worth 600bucks! *faints*
But it was all worth it. Good products!

Missing babykobe...
Life is really lifeless without him by my side..

-Jace-

My Husband to be

2009-05-24T01:07:00.000-07:00

I am so sure that i love my husband-to-be.
that's why i wanna marry him.
No doubt.

Sometimes, distance really makes a difference,
but i feel the difference makes me even more sure
that how much he meant to me.

Even though at times,
my emotional swings hit him in full blast,
he always take it to his stride and understand.

When he is by my side,
he will do things that will make me feel safe.

When he is not by my side,
he still do things that will make me feel safe.

Loving me in his ways,
Just him.

I love him,
i miss him.

-Jace-

Unpleasant day

2009-05-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

Today is an unpleasant day..

Bullied by guest..

feel so disgusted with them..

[ thank goodness it was only words if they go physical, i am bound to shut them ]

Baby mad at me..

too upset to talk with me..

Today is an unpleasant day..

i didnt want this all to happen.. =/

I love my baby..

-Jace-

FINE

2009-05-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

FINE THEN

FINE THEN

FINE THEN.

ARRRRGGHHHhhhhhHHHHHHH!!!!!

-Jace-

Bali Trip Day 6

2009-05-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

My Fiance is a sweet guy. He made an effort to bring me to a DATE on our holiday..
*SO HAPPY* hehex. As that place is really nice. BlueFin is a Japanese restaurant in Bali. It have the BEST sushi i have ever eaten in my entire life! It is Really nice! Sushi Tei Etc etc is NOTHING compared to Bluefin! It is like a MUST-TRY!

The Complimentry

OMG! This is the best i ever eaten.
It has crunchy bits with meat and seaweed~

The GOLDEN DRAGON ROLL

AWESOMEnesssss

Complimentry too! The Chef is really nice to us. I really dunno why.
BUT it is a kind blessing. LOL

Nice soup. Forgetten the name.
The next time i go bali will take notes.Haaha

Oh ya Oh ya!!! Baby brought me to Hard Rock Cafe!! MY!
they have really great and awesome band! They are call "After Nine"
They practially sings all kinda songs! From "I'm Yours" to "It's My Life"
REALLY GOOD LIVE SINGING!

ENds with my baby and me =)

More to come! =D

I have 5weeks mores to go! ^-^

-Jace-

What thee F****

2009-05-16T10:08:00.000-07:00

Gonna go sleep.

-Jace-

Bali Trip Day 4 & 5

2009-05-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

Going On Bali Trip!

Baby brought me surfing!! Brad Came along too! It was Hell lot of fun!! Never tried waves in my entire life! i LOVE it! the next time round i gonna take pics of me on the board!
And Yup! i did catch some waves!! =)

Jace and Allen.
What's with that LOOK, bro. haha!

Allen, YouFa, Brad
[All single and waiting]

Baby's Brothers

His accountants

Baby brought me rafting too!! It was fun too! Especially when u go down the river and you hit the rocks! *BOUNCES* But it was so tiring to walk all the way down to the stream! haha. Never the Less, it was AWESOME.

Nothing really much happened these days just plain working and home.

Always..
Always..
Always..
When will it ever end?

-Jace-

Bali Trip Day 3 & 4

2009-05-05T03:21:00.000-07:00

Another post!!!!

Baby never drove in singapore before. So i was a little afraid when he drove.... *grabing tight and keep putting him down*

Me and Baby's bike!

He like this pic..
[ i look like mushroom x( ]

We went to stay in a private villa, Villaku! Very nice place with a private pool, two bedroom suite! =)

I like the bed~ ^-^

We had supper with Baby's bro!

Brad and Baby

Baby's younger bro, Allen and his friend, Yong Fa
[Ps. Both single and available!! ]

I always thought surfing is just swimming in the ocean and wait for the waves to carry you.
Boring water sport. BUT i was totally wrong! It was hell lot of fun!! i ride on 4waves, can u believe it??? But i was on body board, baby was on surf board.. he was DASHING. =X

Baby bought the wet suit for me

Us!

We had good drinks~ haha

The next day!
We went to Tanalok [ i think it is not the right spelling, Oh well. ]
Bought the same shirt to wear! I LOVE Bali!!!

Below is the traditional Balinese girls with their clothing
after going for a prayer/offerings

Flor & me!

Me too!!
i wanna be a Balinese girl!

Lastly, we went to Dirty Duck!
It is quite famous and delicious!
the Chili is hot!! hehex

Trying to give you all that u want,
Meeting all the wants.
Just wanna you to be happy.
I want my baby to be happy everyday.

I want to fly right into his arms and not think about anything else.
not feel mad about anything, not feel bullied..

Miss being in his arms..
Miss being kissed on my forehead..
Miss being ruffled on my hair..

Now that i feel low, i miss everything even even more..

I miss babykobe.

Alot.

-Jace-

Bali Trip Day 3

2009-05-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Ta-dah!!!! It's the continuation!

We had barbecued corn on our way up to the Monkey King Cave! As usual, the silly me does silly things. The little stick at the back of the corn is usually cut off, so happily, peeling all the leaves i break the stick part too. TO Vic's horror, he said:" WHY u pluck the end off!!! It is for u to hold after bbQ"

-.-

So i am the silly girl again~ even the bbQ uncle and his family [ at the side] was giggling. LOL. *SHY*

As u can see below is the MONKEYS! They are SO SO CUTE, SO wanna cuddle and LOVe their ears~ [ lalalala]

BUT when the monkey cant hold its weight and still wanna cling to you, this is what happends

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The CLAWS.. [ Ouch =( ]

Well, i still did manage to know this monkey that is REALLY nice and gentle and loves to take pics!

she likes me. ha.

Me and the big monkey. LOL

Afterwhich, we went to many other hotels to take a look, all the resort style. Even the people are dressed down too!

But what amazed me most is their effort to really make the "WOW" factor!
From the entrance to the pools, pavilions to wedding chapel. EVEYTHING. haha Just gorgeous.

The sea-sand-look-alike pool.
[ with REAL sand]

Following up, we went to the Cultural Centre too! Didnt really like it very much. But took random pics!

the Flying Monkey~ haha

The Whole gang.
[left: Daniel, Vic, Jace,Flor and Kenneth.]

Jace and Flor

LASTLY, for today, i wanna introduce the MOST sinful dessert/supper/pancake i have ever eaten in my entire life.

I thought it is much similar to our peanut pancake in Sg [ those Crispy with grained peanuts]
To my horror, this is nothing near.

Steps of Making:
1. Bake the pancake[ DuH], really thick and fluffy.

2.Spread the butter. And i mean the butter amount was 2 times the size of any man's fist.
[OH MY GOD]

3. Cheese. No no no, not like Sg that uses cheese slices. They use blocks of cheese and shredded it ALL over with at least 1 1/2 inch thick. [ faints]

4. I seriously thought it was over.. BUT i was wrong. Next is the condensed milk.. ALL over again.

5. I really really thought it was over. The pancake guy, close up the pancake... AND spread butter on the outter layer AGAIN!.

Tell me is that the most sinful thing u can put it into your mouth. And ya, it is SO tasty that u cant really stop if u are guilt-free. Too bad i was so guilt-ridden that i only took 3-4pieces [ it was like at least 20pieces ]

TA-DAH!
The most sinful thing on earth
[ to me]

Like these pics that they took =)

Missing my baby much much.
It's been only a week [ -.-] it feels forever.
Calls, texts, msn and webcam is the only source of communication.
Not enough. Nothing beats him by my side. *BoohOo*

And i am terribily sick now. *=(*

I miss my baby.

-Jace-

Bali Trip Day 2

2009-04-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

Continuation!

Sorry guys! been real busy to update my pics from Bali, ALOT of you must have seen it on Facebook, Well i gotta say my story still. LOL

Day2 Morning! We woke up early and headed to the WaterBom (water theme park)! It was FUN. But they have really limited rides thot, probably around 5-8only and DUPER long queues.

The rides are FUN!! Especially the Boomerang~ Wahaha. Didnt take pics as my cam is phobia to water. [LOL]

After which, we met up with Florence(My manager), her brother(Kenneth) and his friend(Daniel). It was all stiff in the beginning, but all was FUN!

Baby brought us to try 'magic mushroom' [ it is legal in Indo by the way]. Below is the colour of the shroom + Fanta [soft drinks].

The taste is... EEEeuuuuUUuuuu. one word. GROSS. And the effect really make you happy! Like every single little thing is funny and i KEPT laughing till i teared man! hahah! New Experiance.

That's all for today! More to come next!

62days to go! Yippy!!!

-Jace-

63 more days to go

2009-04-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

Today is the 2nd day baby have gone back to bali.

I MISS HIM!!!!

haha! Oh well, i will not feel sad and self-pity that he is not around with me. I will be happy and looking forward to July in seeing him!! wahahah!! And all that he is doing is for our Future! =D

Baby!! Muackies!!!

-Alicia.jace-

Bali Trip Day 1

2009-04-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

Bali Trip Day One!

I am back in singapore safe and sound already! So YUP! There we go!

Our flight was around 1900, so went there about 1700 to check in and get a good seat.

My handsome husband-to-be have to keep cooling me down coz i was too anxious! hehex.
Anyway, it was all good =D

[ Him ]

[Jace]

[ all about him]

[ US ]

OKAY, I have to tell you this. Upon reaching of the airport, i was dread of the queuing and all. However, it all didnt happend! As Baby had arranged someone from the airport to escort us out of the custom and immigration at a breeze! So No queuing, No custom check and all luggague and passport are being taken care of~ *AWESOME*

And his driver came to pick us up =D. Our first 4 days of stay is at Mercure Hotel! It is just right beside the famous Kuta Beach! *perfect* Very nice room with Sea view [ i didnt take the seaview thot, coz always rushing to go out =P ]

Above was all the view in the room~ Pretty nice i must say! hehex and and and, they gave us a slice of cake to welcome! haha, Happy Honeymoon. LOL

End of day1. As it was already almost 1am by then we settle everything from going to his home, his bro's place etc. That was all. hehe. More update to come! Stay on! =D

It was all perfect, not because the place, not because of the food and not because of the view.
It was all because of you that makes the difference. =)

-hUiz.jace-

2009-03-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

Just one more working day away from Bali trip!

Today was a not really nice day..

i think i shouldnt have...

Making my baby upset..

Next time i must remember better and not be like a childish immature girl..

i want to make my baby happy every single day!

*baby*
I love you so much~
Really really much..

-hUiz.jace-

2009-03-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes... i really dont know whats wrong with me...

Always getting on the wrong track, missing the wrong stuff, doing the wrong things.

Is there something wrong with the way my brain tracks go?

Just get to pissed and disappointed by myself and my actions.

Am i really that retard?

Maybe it is really a curse.

Maybe i may not be that lucky after all.

But i have faith =)
i will not let him slip away. As i know he really love me for who i am and what i really am.
And i love him becoz it is him.

*Baby, i love you.*

-hUiz.jace-

laapy sux

2009-03-15T08:45:00.000-07:00

Today baby was running fever and yet still rush down to meet up with me.
*so nice*

There are always difference between people and people. Especially between people you love.

But i always believe love is chemistry and what else ahead have to be understanding, care, concern and love as well.

Just think, 10years down the road what really keep two person together is love but love that is built on from trust and understanding.

So being in a relationship needs alots of tolerence, understanding and patience. If you really love this person, seriously, nothing can stop. Cause because of this person, you will strive more, have goals in life that makes future looks reachable.

Thus, love is not just take it, try it and chunk it if it is not perfect.

Just like what chinese proverb always say, Jade needs to be polish for it to shine. Love, you need to nurture with care for it to bloom. =)

Thank you for always knowing me so well and i am learning too.
A little girl trying to reach that 6yrs gap yea? Love you!

Ilovethewaymybabylovesme.

PS. My lappy really sux now.

-hUiz.jace

Argh!

2009-03-12T08:06:00.001-07:00

ARRRRRrrrrrrrr!!! SOmetimes i just feel like slapping their face or just scream back! It was like HELLO<>

Anyway, i am over and done with it =)

Today, i review why my baby loves me.

Although he always says its my character. BUT i think there is more, like cute and short. Humourous and fun loving etc etc. *PUKE*

Just happy that he loves me and i love him too! *heeheh*

Dont trying and tell me all your crap about future *lalalalalalla* we are different and i love the way we are. =)

Love you!

-hUiz.jace-

Random

2009-03-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, baby came over to cook and have dinner with me(coz i wasnt feeling all good). We went to fairprice at West Coast Plaza to buy stuff. I end up buying tibits.
Haha!

So today my turn to cook for him! hehex. Anyway it is pure fun =)

Just some pics!

(Sista and me! *loves*)

(Zhining and me =) )

(Awwww, baby and me! )

( Cant wait till that day ^-^ )
Baby! Hurry up and we can make it all come true this year ^-^

-hUiz.jace-

A day to remember

2009-03-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

Today, is a day to remember.

I lost someone i love.

We lost someone we love.

But maybe it is for the better.

i will love the others.

Thanks baby for being so understanding, ensuring that i am feeling all well.
And i remember my promise for the coming one =)

-hUiz.jace-

ADD 0809

2009-03-08T03:29:00.000-07:00

7th Mar is the last Annual Dinner and Dance for E.E.E.C

It's really pretty sad to see things turn out that way, how we used to just dance and take all sorts of nonsense pictures! haha. It's hell lot of fun! =D

Baby went with me (under my multiple attempts of persuasion and his unwillingness), he give in! haha!! he look so smart! =D

I miss all those really really fun and interesting times. Where everyone really go nuts, happy,looney and really didnt care any but us! haha.

Anyway, i had a fun night =)

Thank you baby~ for the efforts =)

-hUiz.jace-

Starting of everything =)

2009-03-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

Today was a "hectic" day at work, feeling uneasy.

Anyway, baby say that he would like me to blog any or everything that happen, so..
next time we can read back and laugh at it. AND this is wat i gonna do! Coz i think i really haben been blogging or writing in my diary for a LONGY time =P

Today met up with san unexpectedly coz her bros and boyfriend are paly basketball at West Coast CC.

Walked around and bought myself VCDs *DVD expensive k? i am very thrifty, LOL*

Now, waiting for him to get home =)

-Jace-

Happy

2009-03-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

Today Jace feels different, have a new thinking, feel loved all over again.
He makes me feel loved everyday like first day =)

-Mrs Kobe Jones Jace-

My Very First Post =)

2009-02-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

Thank you for everything & every effort you make to spend time with me.

Thank you for accepting the way i am.

Thank you for loving my fats.

Thank you for just being by my side, support me.

Thank you.

-Mrs J.V